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I am here! I miss livejournal. awww. how are you?
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[30 Jan 2009|03:28pm] |
Name: Astrolabe Customer
March 4 1987
12:00 PM Time Zone is EST
Southfield, MI
Rising Sign is in 27 Degrees Gemini
Extremely active by nature, you like to get around, meet people and do different things. Very restless, you just can't seem to stay put. You need to be involved in several projects at once in order to keep your mind stimulated. You like to read books and to write letters and to talk -- constantly. Seemingly ageless, you will always appear to be much younger than you really are. Very adaptable and inquisitive, you are always open to new ideas and experiences. A "jack-of-all-trades", you are lively and versatile. Because of the high nervous tension that you always seem to have, athletic activity would be a good way for you to burn off energy. But be careful of a tendency to experience things only superficially -- try to dig in and absorb things at a deeper level.
Sun is in 13 Degrees Pisces.
Extremely sensitive and emotional, you absorb the emotions of others (whether positive or negative) like a sponge. Emotionally vulnerable, you are easily upset and tend to cry readily. You are at your best when you can structure your environment in such a way that you are surrounded by positive, upbeat people. You are very helpful and understanding of the needs of others. Indeed, at times this can be a disadvantage, because you can be a sucker for anyone who needs help. Shy, dreamy, romantic in nature, you delight in retreating into your private fantasy world. Just be careful that you do not get lost in it! Trust your intuitions -- you may be quite psychic.
Moon is in 12 Degrees Taurus.
Warmth, comfort, security and familiar surroundings are necessary for you to feel at ease. Very loving and affectionate, you prefer a steady, patterned way of life. Patient, calm and steadfast, you are not easily upset. Others look to you for support. You tend to be a slow starter and a slow mover -- others may try to rush you, but they will never succeed. Emotionally, you are quite stubborn -- your attitudes about people and things were firmly set in your youth and will change very little as an adult. You are also very cautious and conservative about spending money. It is not that you are selfish, you just need to feel secure. Beware of a tendency to become overly complacent and too self-satisfied.
Mercury is in 03 Degrees Pisces.
Your ideas and thought processes do not come to you in an orderly, logical fashion. Instead, you think with your feelings or with images produced by your rich and fertile imagination. A very subjective person, your dreams and fantasies are very important to you. You trust your intuitions and tend to reject ideas that are based solely on logic. Very impressionable, you are sensitive to the moods and emotional states of those with whom you come into contact.
Venus is in 01 Degrees Aquarius.
You are a friendly and outgoing individual, but close relationships are difficult for you to maintain due to your fear that they will cause you to lose your freedom. You attract friends and associates who are exciting, different and sometimes a bit odd. You are popular with others and enjoy working within a group toward group goals.
Mars is in 08 Degrees Taurus.
Careful, slow and thorough about all that you do, at times you are also willful and stubborn when others try to alter your course. You are definitely not a quitter -- you will work long and hard to get what you want. Your possessions are very important to you. One of your continuing problems is that you tend to regard the significant people in your life much the same way as you do your possessions -- you become overly attached and much too jealous. You repress your anger when you get upset and that is not healthy. Try to learn to show your anger immediately in order to avoid painful explosions later.
Jupiter is in 00 Degrees Aries.
The way that you grow and develop is by being an uncompromising individualist. You have a great need to be yourself and to explore your latent talents and abilities. Do not be afraid to let yourself go and develop self-confidence and pride in your accomplishments. But try not to become so self-centered that you ignore the needs of others. Also, you may have to build up your self-discipline in order to focus your energies properly.
Saturn is in 20 Degrees Sagittarius.
Basically quite conservative, you respect traditional authority figures and are very thankful and supportive of the laws and institutions which govern your life. You learn and accept new ideas only after having very thoroughly examined them. Ideals and abstract concepts are important to you only if they can be used in some practical fashion. You are so practical and so orderly that you have natural skills in planning, administrating and organizing.
Uranus is in 26 Degrees Sagittarius.
You, and most of your peers, have the tendency to think that all ideas, customs and traditions from the past are outmoded and irrelevant. You are attracted to radically new ideas, philosophies and religions that will, hopefully, cause sweeping changes throughout the world.
Neptune is in 07 Degrees Capricorn.
You, and your entire generation, will idealize work, practicality and the ability to attain reasonable goals. But, because you will also stress the need to be selfless and giving, you may find it difficult to attain your goals unless you have lowered your expectations on all fronts.
Pluto is in 09 Degrees Scorpio.
For your entire generation, this is a period of intense research and discovery in areas that were heretofore considered mysterious, remote or taboo. The root causes for many complex occurrences will be unearthed due to the intensity and thoroughness of the search.
N. Node is in 11 Degrees Aries.
You're at your most comfortable when involved in group activities outside of your immediate family circle. You delight in getting involved with others in neighborhood civic or political activities, especially if you can be a part of the leadership of the group. Your zeal and overabundant energy bring out your real creativity when you can work toward tangible results -- things that will immediately benefit those around you. You have a real gift for getting the most out of charity drives and community benefits. Take time out between projects though, because you tire out easily and your effectiveness becomes greatly diminished when your energy is depleted. Also, don't even think of trying to get involved at a peripheral level -- you need a total commitment to feel personally fulfilled. Let others bake the cookies and set up the chairs -- you should be the one to tell everyone what to do and when to do it!
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[09 Dec 2007|08:36pm] |
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Does this thing still exsist? Is there a land of ljers these days? I havn't been on in about a year. HI!
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[31 Jul 2007|06:06pm] |
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i have been feeling pretty decent lately besides my broke arm & the fact that i can't work until it is healed. i miss max and ermas...well, not necessarily the place itself, but i miss having a steady income. i should be saving money right now, but instead i am broke as a joke and in debt with my mother for the first time in a year. i have been spending time with good people, not wasting my precious time with people that have brought me down in the past. there is no time for that. none at all. i had a really positive trip a couple days ago...i'm happy about that. drewb made me melt by scratching my head and playing me the field. i made some interesting connections, and the best part about it was at the end of the night i got caught staring myself down in the mirror, which is usually a scary expirience, but this time was great because i approved...i approved of myself from the very core of my being, and that made me feel good/great/incredible. i am digging all this nice weather and nature. i have also been digging on this real cute boy.
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I got a new job at Max and Ermas at the village. It is a really good job. I am happy to be out of the horn, but I miss my horn family. Luckily I moved in with my old manager from the horn, Jill. I really like my new room at Jill's house. She thinks I'm a really good roomate because I am pretty quiet and stay in my room if i am there. it is really cool to have a place finally. I also started working for my mom, she owns a house cleaning business and I am her new office assistant. I am happy that I am doing so much. I will finally have a little bit of money again!! My spring semester is almost over. less than a week i believe. I am glad I chose to do this semester. I saw my advisor a few days ago and he said that as long as I keep trucking along at the pace I am going, I will be done with my major (english) and my minor (history) by the fall of 2008 and then I can apply for the step system to get my secondary eduacation certificate!! He also said that by 2010 I will have a classroom of studants to mold and teach! My life is comming right along. I am taking my intro to secondary ed. in the fall and i am pretty excited. life is pretty cool. i am currently sitting in my mom's office being her assistant/seceratry. I have always wanted to be a seceretary you know? sean moved to missuri this morning. it hit me really hard when he pulled up to smoke a last doob with me last night. i cried a little. everytime i think about the fact that he's gone i almost start to cry because he has been such a good friend to me for many years. i miss him already. i hope we keep in touch. life is changing at a very rapid pace everyday, but i like it that way.
here is some stuff to keep me occupied until my mom gets back and i get to take my wittle kitty to get some shots.
Body: The Dirty Thirty... 30 unknown facts/secrets about yourself: accept there are only 29
1. When was the last time you shaved your legs?
you caught me on a good day, I actually did a quick shave yesterday. it's lookin pretty bad though.
2. What were you doing this morning at 8 am?
I actually rolled over and looked at my phone and knew I only had a couple minutes until I had to be at work.
3. What were you doing 15 minutes ago?
Trying to start this pass/fail term assinment for my logic class. it's too hard anyway.
4. What are you wearing?
a tube top dress that is red and gray striped and a grayblue sleeveless zip up.
5. Are you mad at anyone right now?
yes. I am rather angry with one person in my life.
6. Last person to say they loved you?
Dyl
7. Last time you kissed someone?
This morn.
8. Do you know the words to the song on your MySpace profile?
There are none. It's an instrumental song by Do Make Say Think. Ch Ch Check it.
9. Last thing received in the mail?
I can't even remember the last time I got mail.
10. Does the person you are crushing on have a crush on you?
I am not sure.
oh so they dont' have a #11...
12. Have you ever been searched by the cops?
yeah. highschool. funny shit.
13. How long is your hair?
A little past my shoulders...crazy...
14. How many different drinks have you had today?
Just some H2O
15. What have you eaten today?
nothing yet. i'm ready though.
16. Are you any good at math?
as a matter of fact, I am absolutly terrible.
17. Do you have plans on Saturday night?
I am working a double, then I don't know, I guess I will just have to wait and see if I'm even up for going out...
18. Do you draw your name in the sand when you go to the beach?
I havn't.
19. Do you prefer beer or liquor?
beer. for sure.
20. Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight?
Oh yeah. That shit starts to get weird.
21. Do you like the ocean?
I like the idea of the ocean, but ever since I got in that fight with the Atlantic and came out with a broken arm, we havn't been on such great terms.
22. Do you stay friends with your ex?
yeah, it's hard though.
23. What are you excited about?
oh, a ton of things.
24. What did you do last night?
Dylan and I went to Rob's for a minute and drank some beers, then we bought a 40 and went back to my house and i drank one sip of it and fell asleap at the begining of Amadeous. bummer day/night.
25. Are any of your great-grandparents still alive?
no
26. Where do you keep your change?
on my dashboard, in the bottom of my purse, in this jar thing in my room, loose in my wallet, on the floor, in my apron for work. all over the place really.
27. Do you remember the most naughty night of your life?
haha probably the time i lost my virginity. cute.
28. Would you rather sleep with someone else, or alone?
that depends on how big the bed is. i used to think it would rather be with someone else, but recently i've been realizing sometimes it's nice to have the whole bed to yourself.
29. What was the weather like on your birthday?
probably bad.
more more more: look at how bord i am: this is to make up for the fact that i havn't updated in 5 weeks:
1. What are your siblings MIDDLE names?
-Hallie
2. Where is your dad right now?
-Probably at work at the plum market.
3. What was the last thing you said?
-"see you then"
4. What is something you've learned about yourself recently?
-i have always tended to hang out with crazies.
5. What color is your watch?
- i don't even have a watch.
6. What do you think of when you think of Australia?
- kangaroos.
7. When was the last time you squatted to pee?
- only one time. when i was up north. i had to call holly for a pep talk.
8. Who is the last person you liked?
- um. i like a lot of people.
9. Are you close to your mom?
- extremely.
10. Where does your best friend work?
- rams horn (holly) Murrays (ceej)
11. What is your least attractive feature?
- um probably my GIANT hips.
13. What color are your pants?
- which pair?
14. Do you have a roommate?
- Jill and Alex.
15. What color is your bedroom flooring?
- um white maybe off white.
16. Do you have a chair in your room?
- not yet.
17. What time of day were you born?
- Evening I think.
18. Do you know anyone who is engaged?
- Yes.
19. What's your favorite number?
- um. I guess I don't really have one. Maybe 3.
20. Do you know anyone named Laurie?
- My mom's name is Lori, which sounds the same, but spelled different.
21. What color is your mom's hair?
- curly brown.
22. Do you have a dog?
-no.
23. Where did you live in 1989?
-Ferndale MI
24. What happened to you in 1993?
- Played Barbis and house. rode my bike. had fun.
25. Does your first memory involve your dad?
- no. it involved a robot in a dark hall way. swear to god.
26. Do you remember singing any songs as kids?
- oh god yes. i was a singer.
27. When was the last time you went swimming?
- i hate swimming.
28. Has your luggage ever gotten lost?
- no. but one time i left my luggage at home when i went on a trip. that sucked.
29. When was the last time you talked to one of your siblings?
- last friday. touchy subject. i really miss my sister.
30. Did you ever go to camp as a kid?
- yes.
31. Do you play an instrument?
- nope.
32. Have you ever thought it would be cool to smash a guitar?
- kind of.
33. Do you like fire?
- to keep me warm and to light my way.
35. Are you allergic to anything?
- bananas and grass and mold.
36. When was the last time you cried?
- last night...sean moving =(
37. What kind of shampoo do you use?
- oh god. some dollar store shamp my grandma baught me..brecks or somthing. it really sucks.
38. Have you ever been to a spa?
- no.
40. Did you take science all four years of high school?
- fuck no.
41. Do you like butterflies?
- yes. they are pretty.
42. What is the last book you read?
- I am in the middle of a really great steven king book called insomnia.
43. Do you like Coke or Pepsi more?
-coca cola
44. What is one thing you miss about your past?
- sitting in the seat on the back of the bike while my parents peddled me around.
45. Did you ever see the school nurse?
- i don't think we even had one. or maybe we did and i always just went home without consulting her.
46. Have you ever wanted to be a teacher?
- as a matter of fact, that is what i am in school to be.
47. What is one thing you've learned about life?
- it is rough, but staying positive is really important.
48. Are you jealous of anyone?
- sure.
49. Is anyone jealous of you?
- doubt it.
50. Ever been stuck in an elevator?
- no. thank god. that is one of my biggest fears. straight up.
51. What does your dad call you?
- ricky.
52. What does your mom call you?
- Erica
53. What does you hair look like right now?
- the longest it has been in years.
54. Do you have nice teeth?
- that is one thing i actually get compliments on.
55. Has a friend ever used you?
- oh god yes.
56. Ever been involved in a trial?
- nope.
57. Has anyone recently told you that they like you?
- sure.
58. What have you eaten today?
- nothing yet. and damn am i hungry.
59. Is your hair naturally curly or straight?
-straight
60. Ever been called white trash?
- no.
61. Who was the last person to drive with you?
- dylan.
62. What are you lookin forward to?
- being a teacher.
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[04 May 2007|01:18pm] |
I have been moving around a lot. Luckily Adam and Trevor scooped me up and are letting me stay with them in their kitch. I moved my stuff in yesterday and I am bum #2 at their place. I feel sort of bad, but lucky to have friends that won't let me live in my van.
I am trying to stay positive through all of this...just doing what I have to do to stay somewhat calm and collected. This is honestly the most amount of shit that has ever been heaved at me at once, but I am handeling it as well as I can. I tripped the other day and it was awesome. A very positive and beautiful expiriance, if only my brain could be that wonderful and clear all the time...someday hopefully it can.
Music is awesome. Tycho and Do Make Say Think's new CD are where it's at this summer.
The weather rules!
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[02 Apr 2007|03:56pm] |
My life is drastically changing. I am in a totally new, fresh place in my life. I am looking for a new job, new friends, new activities.
Saturday was the craziest night of my life, it was as if i was the star of a really bad teen-angsty movie...I have not had drama like that in my life in a long time. Everything happened for a reason though, and now I can move on and live life the way i REALLY want to.
I am just trying to stay positive, trying to live, trying to keep my breathing at a comfortable pace.
i am lucky to have a friend as good as lauren. thank the universe for that one.
now i must go to rams horn and put on my act so i can get some good tips.
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I am tired. I just wrote a book review that I didn't even know was due tomorrow until before I went into work at 5 today. I hadn't even looked at the book. Thanks to Austen and my good sence for writing bullshit papers I finished it in about an hour.
I got to spend last thursday in the hospital after I took an instense spill on Dylan's icy porch steps. I had a concussion, bruised ribs, a messed up tail bone and I left with some naice pain killers. They have been making me a bit nautiouse, but my body is in a ton of pain. I had to go back to work on sunday, and then I worked again today...working on vicadin is pretty much the silliest shit ever. I tried to brew a pot of coffee with nothing and had a really awesome spill that messed up the entire bussing station. It sucks to move.
Anyway...I am really glad I got this paper done, I thought there was going to be no way I would be motivated enough to do it, but I proved myself wrong.
St. Pat's day was good. Dylan spun at his very first real party at Alvins and banged it out. We had a night of heavy mind expansion and a ton of laughing and yelling.
I am increasingly happy to be spending my time with Lauren. I can't wait for the weather to be good so pot smoking can happen in the sun. and the weather. oh weather.
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[03 Mar 2007|02:31pm] |
Tomorrow is my birthday. I am going to be 20.
All 3 of my ex boyfriends put me through a little bit of hell today. A strange day. It's almost as if the universe is acting against me. Or trying to tell me something.
I just want to be independant and happy. I am strong enough to do that. I need to keep on moving foward. 20 seems old. in 10 years, I'll be 30. Hopefully 20 is good for me, because 19 was the strangest. I have been trying to sleep. I can't fall back to sleep. It's okay. I'm obviously not supposed to be sleeping, I guess.
All of these crazy life events are starting to effect me negitively, I need to get back to a good spot....what is wrong with me?
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[22 Feb 2007|04:41pm] |
Life is been up and down. I havn't updated since the semester started, and now it's half way over. I'm doing the best I've ever done in my life in school, I am constantly feeling smart. I have this really awesome boyfriend that stimulates my brain constantly, which is what I think is making it easier for me to think and do good in school.
I am seeing Do Make Say Think tomorrow for the second time at the Stick. I can't wait, I'm taking my sister with me.
My birthday is soon, I want to do somthing, but what?
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[06 Jan 2007|03:42pm] |
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I started school again on thursday. I'm taking another french class, Rhetoric 160, History something about the 1800s...i don't know...and British Literature. OMG. All the classes seem like they are going to be alright. My Rht class might suck though. The teacher is old and she seems like she has no idea whats going on.
It's totally awesome to be back at school with my lovely boyfriend. We met at school in the middle of last semester, we started hanging out right when break started, then during break we fell in love with eachother, went on an incredible up north trip and now we are back in school together. It makes me feel really good to know that he is somewhere on campus, real close to me. I love meeting up with him in between classes. It's nice to have my lover so near. I have a feeling I'm going to get into a really good, comfortable schedual this semester.
My mom and I finally ended our 2 week "fight." I sat down and talked to my mom and Jim and I think Jim finally understands me a bit better. SO that's good.
I'm waiting for Kyle to get here so we can get stoned and eat some food. HURRY UP KYLE! I haven't done either one yet......
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i have the cutest boyfriend ever...that is real. he makes me smile a lot.
today is exactly one week that i havn't had a cigarette, it's still hard. the inside of my lip is fucked from me chewing it. it hurts a little.
i'm waiting for renee so we can go get middle eastern food. yum.
i am going up north with andy for new years. i am super excited. 3 days alone with him is going to rock my world. i just want him to hold me all the time. oh my god.
i love my sister, i love my mother and jim, i love my rams horn family, i am super INTO my boyfriend, i have the best bestfriend ever, i love my ipod.
i got an ipod for christmas from my mom and jim, then i went to andy's and made an incredible playlist...i have hardly taken it off since. yesterday i didn't even take it off to have conversations, i just gave the other ear bud to whoever i was talking to and we just used it as backround music. i wish i could wait tables with it on, the music they play at rams horn is HORRIBLE. at least it's not christmas music anymore though. jesus. i hated that shit. i slep in my ipod 2 nights in a row. i am in love with it. i don't even need friends anymore at this point. 2 nights in a row i fell asleap listening to the song that andy wrote for me..it blows my mind everytime i hear it. he is amazing. life is good.
i got incredible grades my last semester....A in french, A in Rehtoric, B in Lit and B in Science. I am super proud of myself. I cried a little when i got the grades. i am smart. haha. andy and i are going to take a spring class together....we are going to be the cutest couple at Oakland University. Oh my god. haha. he makes me giddy like a school girl.
i am a super big dork.
i love renee. hurry up, i need some middle eastern food!
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Although I have this new incredible addition to my life, I have still been super depressed. Andy is amazing and I am so glad I met him...
I quit smoking cigarettes again, today is day 3. The first night I stayed up all night sweating and having anxiety attacks. It is getting easier. I was sick of spending all that money to die.
I slep until 3 today because my dream world seamed better and more comfortable then the real world. I hate doing that. I could have done laundry...soon I have to get ready to go to work.
I had a dream that I was at work..it was Rams Horn, but it was more like a bar set up...it was slammed and I had no idea which tables to take. I was also on edge (PMS). I dreamed I got to this huge party and one of the little boys told me I was ugly. I cried. I tried to find my manager, but he was sleaping in some room downstairs...he got mad when I interupted his nap.
When I woke up I was still not ready to face the day.
I have been trying to reinforce this positive attitude that I know I have, but it's hard when I get this low. Obviously something needs to change...I need to get back into school. That schedual is what keeps me alive. Good thing I'm going to be stuck in a school the rest of my life when I become a teacher.
Andy had dinner with my mom and step dad last night, it went really well. Then we got really ripped and went to Meijer...it was the best time I've ever had at Meijer in my life...we stayed for about an hour and looked at EVERYTHING. I got my 4 year old cousin a spin art and a colorform, 2 classics that I used to know and love. I almost got her this Strawberry Shortcake doll that smelled like Strawberries but I decided a spin art would be WAY cooler...hopefully she lets me play it with her.
man.
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Life has been very strange.
I am happy because I am done with the semester...almost. I have my french final and my lit final tomorrow and I am a little stressed out about both. I have been studying for like 2 hours and I am already sick of it. It makes me antsy, sitting in my room, studying. eh.
I am waiting for my mom to finish dinner..it's really cool because my mom just recently became a vegetarian and since I have been a vegetarian for six years, we are finally on the same level and I get to eat home cooked meals often...I havn't had a home cooked meal since I was a little kid because no one ever cared about my choice, so I was kind of made to fend for my selfe or just eat the side dishes, but now someone finally understands me and I'm really glad it's my mother.
I wrote an excelent final paper for my rhetoric class about the horrors of facory farming. I wish I could see my professor's face as she reads the way each animal is treated before their slaughtor...to many people's eyes are closed, I think that is the problem...no one cares or even wants to know...and people aren't even introduced to the idea that there is an alternative to factory farming.
Someone told me the other day that the best way to take over the world would be to get rid of electricity. That thought blew my mind. Think about what the world would be like if there was no electricity.
I have been hungry all day.
I am looking foward to saturday, brunch.
Things with Dylan and I finally ended completely the other day. Things are changing in my life very rapidly and I can feel myself reacting...being shocked and a bit confused. My horoscope said that my emotions will be more intense than usual...my question is, is that even possible? and if it is...will i be okay?
I am ready for a new life. I am ready to live in a new place. I am stuck in Michigan for at least 3 more years...college...but I have to always think about the fact that college is what I need to make it to where I eventually want to be....Oregon? Colorado? someplace more beautiful and relaxed. Someplace with a bit more scenery. I miss Neil. It is stupid. Secrets secrets.
I am becomming more and more my self everyday. it's an interesting thing to happen and feel.
THE TV IS TOO LOUD!
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[19 Nov 2006|01:40am] |
it's been a strange day.
i had a handful of some of the strangest cutomers I've ever waited on IN MY LIFE...I'm talking like at least 6 of the weirdest people I've ever come in contact with. We were very slow so Jen and I amused ourselves by messing around with the bus boy and gigling. I like saturdays at work because Jen can always see the humer in things the way I do.
My mother took me shopping for the first time in years. I got a lot of nice new clothes for the winter..Renee put extensions in my hair and it looks really cute.
I got hit on by this really cool guy with thick-rimmed glasses that comes in all the time...he is about 30 probably and always asks to be waited on by me...he has a PHD and teaches at Wayne state and he likes Walt Whitman. he tole me he loves to watch me work, but not in a creepy way, then he told me I looked like a super model. I blushed and was happy.
I have been feeling really optimistic. I have been feeling really lucky to have Renee back in my life. We have been having a lot of fun just smoking down and hanging out with cool people. We are going to marry Ryan and I am excited. I wish i was out partying with then tonight =(
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Lately I have been trying to be extra positive. I have been down and out lately but, have been just trying to pick myself up. It is becoming easier and that is interesting for me.
I have been having this incredible time spending time with Renee again. I miss Sean already...he went to Missouri to see Syd and I'm not so sure what I'll do without him.
I really want to go out this weekend and meet new people...then the problem fallows...where do you go out to meet new people? Oh being 19 is just so damned hard.
My favorite girl that Holly and I work with got fired yesterday...so, I had to pick up her shift today and I will probably have to work for her tomorrow then I have to work saturday and sunday. Jesus christ...I might not be a happy camper. At least I'll have a bit of cash though finally. I have been broke as a joke.
I made this mac and cheese and I am rather disapointed with it.
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I am a little bit anxiouse. A little bit depressed for some reason. It happens though. Class at 1 that I wouldn't mind skipping so much but, since I skipped my 8:00, I figure I shouldn't skip 2 in one day. I think I might have gotten fired from my job. I looked at the wrong schedual and thought I didn't work until friday but, aparently I was suposed to work yesterday. Damn dude. I don't really care so much. Rams Horn fucking sucks and I want a new job. I hate job shopping though. FUCK. I have been seeing people I havn't seen in a long time and it's been interesting. Being single is hard kind of but, I don't have anyone in particular I would like to date. I just want to date. I want to meet new people and just chill. I am broke and don't have any buds. I feel sad and anxiouse. This is all so sudden. Like, really sudden. I feel like I just want to sit on the couch and not leave the house. My positive attitude has gone out the window. I am not into going to my second class. Not at all. It's just a lecture class and I can copy the notes from my girl, Charlene. yeah, that's whats going to have to happen I think. I am feeling too weird to go to class. TOooooo weird indeed. Where is my brain? I'm going job hunting.
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[09 Oct 2006|06:53pm] |
Holly is finally back from Japan. She brought me a lot of presents.
I am glad she is back I miss her.
Sean Weitz is my bestfriend. WHERE ARE YOU AND WHY HAVN'T WE WRITEN ABOUT THE PACKAZOK YET?
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[27 Sep 2006|12:03pm] |
I am in a good mood. I got my first french exam back and I got a 4.0! yay! I feel really smart like, I'm doing a really good job.
I actually made a couple new friends at school today. it was nice.
life is cool.
i need some new cds though.
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